life throwing me for a loop

Im figuring out the beginning starts here..the decision to go into a gap year is one im no longer battling with. the decision was made a couple hours after the realization that i have no money for college. so my adventure has to start somewhere. so if that means i have to make it count. no doubts no worries just me taking 365 to find myself. i know what i want to do. but i think this will be me figuring me out for a bit. so much has to change. so much needs to happen to take the leap of faith that i have have tried to ignore guess it happens now..i guess this will be one of those blogs ill either give up hope and stop writing or ill find purpose in the days and have no choice but to tell them. lets end these words with two songs

                                               

   me signing off
                                   run-on sentence suzy